Here be my masterlist of movies I wish to see over the summer. If you have any of these/want to watch with me let me know! :P This isn't in any particular order, just how I think of them.

The City of Lost Children (Fr)
Delicatessen (Fr)
Nikita (Fr)
Moon
District 9
Heaven's Door (JP - not sure how I'm gonna find this, though, it seems to be unavailable anywhere I look...)
Ponyo on a Cliff by the Sea (JP)
Mirrormask
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
American Psycho
Dr. Strangelove
The Wrestler
500 Days of Summer
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (I never finished watching it online, haha)
Zombieland
Underworld: Rise of the Lycans (...shut up, I liked the first movie, I MIGHT AS WELL WATCH THE LAST ONE)
Near Dark
Cube (cuz Angeline says I should)
Bitter Moon
Labyrinth
Appleseed (JP - been too long)
Logan's Run
Memories (JP)
Stories of Lost Souls
Little Children
The Double Life of Veronique (FR/POL)
Heavenly Creatures


I most likely will not get through all of these, for sure, and I've probably left out a good many...but I'm going to do my best to get through as many as possible! Recommendations are welcome too, of course; I'm highly partial to fantasy or scifi films, but anything intelligent and original is interesting too. :P

as i sit here and watch you i wish i could hold the moment in my arms forever i don't KNOW what to say anymore please let us go or i might die i wish i could be who you want BECAUSE i can't logic will break your heart you know my greatest fear is being inadequate and I DON'T know what to do i just wish the world didn't NEED you so badly and my heart breaks for everything i want to be able to write down how guitar riffs MAKE me feel CAN'T this last forever? nothing lasts forever please stop closing your eyes this is more important to me than YOU know you're turning me on but i hate you it's just so hard to get around being near you so go fuck yourself i cannot grasp the truth anymore STOP making me smile i hate my best friends i'm laughing too hard why can't i stop i love going to bed late because of you i wish i could bottle up people's scents so i would never have to forget THEM so what do you say? i have a feeling you've forgotten everything I REMEMBER i don't understand how confusing you are i once met a girl with butterfly wings but she died ...


<sub>Written for my final visual culture piece, and inspired by...quite a lot of things.

My birthday was nice. I wish I'd gotten the package my family sent, though. I hope I get it tomorrow.

Thank you again to everyone who wished me a good day. :)</sub>

This man.

His comics.



I LOVE THEM.

Horribleville and Custom Comics READ THEM AND KNOW THE AWESOME

Thass right. Makin em while I'm fuckin tired. :D These aren't in any special order as I am sleepy and don't feel like movin em around.


1. DO WELL IN SCHOOL. This is imperative - no Cs. >:O

2. Keep my current friends andddd make moar! :3 AND BOND WITH HALL MORE. Not that I'm especially lacking in that area, but dudes. 3 weeks apart needs to be made up for. :P

3. Make sure my weight stays at about 125ish. Not especially difficult, buuut if you know me you know how I often forget to eat and it is BAD FOR ME. :X

4. Draw moar. MAKE ME DRAW THINGS FOR YOU.

5. ...Start getting back into piano somehow. That OR start getting back into sound mixing again.

6. Get a job!!!!!!!!!

7. Save up for a car and then get one good enough to drive back and forth from socal.

8. New relationship???? Not sure if this should be a RESOLUTION necessarily, buuuut it want another one, so. :P

9. Uhhhhhhhhhm. BE TRUE TO MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.




I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I LOVE YOU LEE FOR SPENDING NEW YEARS EVE WITH MEEEEEEE AND I HOPE EVERYONE HAS THE BEST YEAR POSSIBLE. <3

MERRY CHRISTMAS, HOME SKILLETS!

MARISA LUHHHHVS YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. <333333

Angeline and I right after coming back from the new episode of Heroes... I must warn you there are some spoilers in there if you can get past the wibbling. :'D

( Long rambly conversation is long )

THERE IS MORE but that's when we actually started coherently talking about it.

We are so amazing. YAY.

http://www.designbyhumans.com/shop/detail/3534?category=mens

I WANT THIS SHIRT SOOOOOOOO BAD

BUT I CANNOT AFFORD IT ATM

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http://www.efluxmedia.com/news_Nintendo_DSi_Starts_Selling_In_Japan_27897.html

I WANT I WANT I WANT ;__________;

The Golden Floor - Snow Patrol

Tell me that you want to dance
I want to feel your pulse on mine
Just treat me like a stolen glance
To yourself

A dark shape on a golden floor
A sleeping planet with a molten core
From above we'd cut a slow eight shape
And much more

I'm a peasant in your princess arms
Penniless with only charm
As we're leveled by the low, hot lights
And disarmed

I'm not afraid of anything even time
It'll eke away at everything but we'll be fine

I'm folded in the bread you made
You're cold until my body bathes
You in the heat I kept aside
All these days

I'm not afraid of anything even time
It'll eke away at everything but we'll be fine

_{I love this song so much right now it's almost ridiculous. SO WHAT IF THE LYRICS DON'T REALLY MAKE SENSE. <3}

http://superdickery.com/

I lol'd. Quite hard.

I PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSED _{with 11 errors} YAYYYYYYYY.


Sitting in that long line of cars waiting to get tested in the hot sun = no fun. OH WELL, I HAVE MY LICENSE AND WILL I NEVER HAVE TO DO THIS AGAIN. :DDD

I HAS PHONE NAO. <3!

And it is quite awesome. QUITE QUITE QUITE. What was lol was that I called the store today, and the guy who picked up said they had ONE in stock. So I hightailed it over there and got it. All my contacts are in, and I've customized stuff so it's all fancy and just the way I like it. Don't like the themes it came with so much, but oh wells~ It gets a little warm, but that's okay, too. IT'S SO COOOOOOL. Texting, surprisingly, doesn't have auto-word fill, but since I'm used to that it's alright. I never text overmuch anyways. The camera is 2 megapixels and has soooo many cool options... and the sound quality is really good because it's a Walkman phone. The guy tried to sell me a 2 gb memory upgrade for $50, but that's too expensive for meeee. XP

It still has those cool little lightup options, too! And they all come in different colors. :DDD There's pink and green and blue and combinations and stuffff~ eeee. XD

Hahhh~ I'm really happy with it. It's so light, too. Much better than my old phone. <3~


Only thing I miss is that charm spoiler. :( I can only have like ONE phone charm on here now, and since that dang hole is so tiny I have no clue how I'm going to get one in there. I don't think any of my old ones are going to fit. X( Phooey.

Ironic part: It has the same phone cable thing as my old phone, so now I have TWO chargers and TWO usb adapters (I didn't think it would come with one lol), plus a bonus set of phone-only headphones.

Lol.

SUCCESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.


After installing this phone manager thing that took much longer than it should have, I was able to transfer my pictures and contacts off of my phone. HUZZAHHHHH.





Expect a slew of old phone pics on facebook pretty soon. XDD

The amusing thing is that I need Outlook to view my contacts, but I uninstalled that the first day I got my laptop lulz. Yay for old Microsoft CDs. :P

Aaaaaaaaaaand now my external harddrive died for no real reason. Died meaning it turns on but is NOT being recognized by my computer at all. I tried EVERYTHING I could possibly find or think of. I uninstalled/reinstalled the driver, I attempted to rename the drive (but it's not showing up in the disk manager), I tried switching firewire cables, I tried system restoring to before the SP3 patch...it's just gone. :( Hopefully Steven can think of something else, since I'm gonna have him look at it on Tuesday... X((((

This means I can't listen to or access ANY of my music (except on my iPod), can't access a shitload of anime/movies I stored on there, can't look at a lot of picture albums that I have no duplicates of, and can't access a lot of backed up game info. I wasn't able to ever back the whole drive up, either, because my computer's memory IS ONLY 70 FUCKING GBS, and the ext hdd has 120 GB memory total. I haven't even had the damn thing a year.

WHY AM I HAVING SUCH BAD LUCK WITH TECHNOLOGY RIGHT NOW. DDDDDDDDDDX I AM ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I'm never buying from Acomdata again, that's for sure. :(

So, my phone kinda broke.

Not COMPLETELY, since I can still call and receive calls, but the screen is just blank all the time. It can be turned "on," but the screen's all white all the time. According to various internet sources my LCD screen is probably messed up. Anddd since I can't even open the back of my phone because it's stupid and really insanely hard to do, I can't open it to take the battery out to try and "reset" everything. :( I've had it since last February and I've had a good run with it, but I was kinda hoping it'd last a little longer. I was planning on giving it to Adam when I got a new phone, but I guess not now. D:

I dunno HOW it got all messed up, either. This morning when I woke up all was dandy. I texted Lee about the movie, and then I went into the bathroom to do morning stuff, and I got two calls from her...and then when I got in the car I pulled it out to see what time it was, and the screen was just all white. :( I didn't even drop it or do anything drastic to it, although I guess me setting it down on my bathroom sink edge might've done it...dunno.

Good thing my SM (sim? XP) card is still okay! That's the most valuable thing, anyway. I hope I can get the pictures on my phone out, but I'm not going to sob if not...still, though, lots of memories on there. :S (I rage that my computer does not have bluetooth built in. I NEED A NEW LAPTOP RLAKSJLKSDJF.)

I'm gonna go to the AT&T store tomorrow to get a new phone, or at least see if this one can be fixed. It has a two year warranty, so mebbe we can get it happy enough to last for Adam. I'm probably going to get a new phone for the sake of having one for college, though. XD



BOTTOM LINE: Don't text me for a while. I'm also not able to see who's calling me, so don't call me because I'm really anal about caller-ID. >__< Or TELL me if you're going to call me, or something. Like via email or IM. XP OR JUST IM ME. XD

"The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.

We've added years to life, not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space, but not inner space.

We've done larger things, but nor better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.

Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave yourside.

Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember to say "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak,and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind."

-George Carlin

Ganked from Amy~

( Quizzesh. )

Also, I kind of want these, but they're too expensive for me right now. :(((

http://www.gameplasma.com/limbo_of_the_lost_or_oblivion/


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